I've spent time in the studio this last couple of weeks thanks to finding out what was causing my general fatigue and correcting it. And normally, I would have great pictures to show. But. I'm experimenting and doing some very new to me things and I've had strong resistance to sharing pictures of what I'm doing. Synchronistically, this blog post from Gretchen Schmelzer came out and she gave me some insight into why I'm struggling with this.
Here's a great quote: "I’ll put it simply. Without letting yourself be awkward you won’t learn anything worth learning. When babies learn to walk they totter and wobble and fall and get up and for some reason we don’t call this awkward—we call it adorable. But this is the blueprint for learning everything. We totter and wobble and fall down and get up. And we need to see it as just as adore-able. We need to adore that awkward part of ourselves. We need to adore it more, or adore it at all. Awkwardness is the sign that you are actually doing something different. If everything is going smoothly, it’s a good bet that you aren’t changing anything or learning anything new."
Wow. The rest of the blog goes into more detail but this was enough to have my internal struggle just go poof. Of course it feels odd and awkward. I'm doing some totally new stuff and I'm not even mediocre at it yet.
So I'll be waiting to share photos of my studio work until I don't feel so awkward about it. In the meantime, here's a photo of the warblers that graced my morning walk. Not from my camera, as I didn't take it, but thanks to Cornell Ornithology Labs. Tina and I had a 3 warbler morning with the Black-Throated Gray pictured below, an Orange-crowned, and a yellow-rumped. They were all jumping around in a few trees giving us great views and a lovely walk.